December 31, 2003
(2:00pm)
That certainly wasn't very smart at all.
October 14, 2003
(6:18pm)
Crazy dream, though familiar elements. Someone had a very sharp knife, and
kept hold it against my skin, and as I struggled, I'd get cut. But I had
this stone that I could run along the cut, and it would seal the cut.
Handy! Also, dreamed that it was snowing, and that Kitty was suddenly all
one (heathery brown) color.
Have been sleeping poorly. No Benedryl or melatonin last night. Stayed up
late drinking Sunday night, and slept until 4 Monday afternoon. Fell asleep
about 20 minutes around 6 this morning, and then was up until 11 or so.
Went to the post office, and Giant, and got a BLT on a bagel. Then made
more BLTs when I got home. Well. BLs when i got home.
There were more people dancing at last night's Beulah show than I possibly
have ever seen at a regular show (meaning not SCOTS or All-Mighty Senators,
and not Woo! girls with their arms over their heads). Wacky.
October 10, 2003
(12:27pm)
i've been assembling a list of despondant yet cheery songs. here's what i
have so far:
- the return of evil bill -- clinic
- happiness -- elliott smith
- sold! -- enon
- i've been mistreated -- aislers set
- watery hands -- superchunk
- shoot out the lights -- richard and linda thompson
- this must be the place -- talking heads
- reflections -- diana ross and the supremes
- almost crimes -- broken social scene
- bird stealing bread -- iron and wine
- once around the block -- badly drawn boy
- all your way -- morphine
- can you help me? -- american music club
obviously, this is pretty subjective, but i just mean songs that make one
feel happy, but have lyrics that are sad, or longing, or sound
disheartened. i know i'm kind of cheating with clinic, but it's my damn
list, and thus my damn subjectivity. i'm taking suggestions. whether or not
i use them is another matter. i'm sure something off there's nothing
left to lose will make it on there, eventually; i'm weak where that
album is concerned.
And Paul Mahajan's reason for not listening to any Badly Drawn Boy cds
after Hour of the Bewilderbeast is cracking me up, still.
October 6, 2003
(2:35pm)
Gah, eat before going out drinking. Really. Especially if you haven't eaten
all day.
September 22, 2003
(7:14am)
Is there anything better than taking a break from watching a movie with
commentary to have a cigamarette at dawn while endrunkerated?
While having "Smells Like Teen Spirit" going through your head at the same
time? As sung by Kiki and Herb?
In any case, it makes for an awesome Monday morning for me.
GOOD MORNING!
September 16, 2003
(9:50am)
It's time to stop giving up, and start not giving up!
C/o Bob the Angry Flower.
August 25, 2003
(10:41pm)
Two points:
1) Holy cow, I could get a free 8x10 of Terry Tate!
2) I let misanthropolgy lapse. I wonder if it will say 2003 in the
information now. Phooey.
(9:38pm)
I have a bad feeling about this.
(7:17pm)
If you teach someone how to drive a standard transmission, also teach them
how to do the pop-starting thing. Sakes alive.
Upshot of that recommendation is, this was not the best day ever. Also, I
still hate the Metro, because it stops running at midnight, and I get off
work tomorrow at midnight. CURSE YOU METRO!
August 4, 2003
(2:50am)
Eels tonight. Those bastards came out for at least 3 encores. He said he
was sick. Holy crap, what if he hadn't been? I'd still be there, that's
what. Ok, I wouldn't. But he might still be playing.
Open letter to Kitty:
Please consider: do I jam my head into your water dish every time I see it?
No, I do not. Please to remember this when you see my glass of water.
Regards,
me.
July 29, 2003
(2:11am)
We went to Ft. Reno, but got beaten by the rain. Anil, Mike, Emily, and I
ended up ditching before Dismemberment Plan went on. Josh came after us,
and stayed, and I like that, in a way that I relish doing things on my
own, alone. Sometimes.
That probably doesn't make much sense, but to me it does.
July 21, 2003
(11:57pm)
Ask anyone.
Eye doctor appt today. I didn't get to look like Mr. Sparkle. Contacts to
be arriving for my trying pleasure probably sometime next week.
Ever since I consciously decided to not do anything to my hair until
September, I can think of nothing but. Of course.
July 17, 2003
(10:51am)
Last night and the night before, I had dreams about eating broken glass.
Last night also featured vacationing with my sister, in a house where tons
of cats kept getting in. In the course of trying to barricade them out, I
broke some glass, and, for some reason, thought it was a great idea to put
my glass-fragment-covered fingers in my mouth. Yeah, I don't know.
Then, later, after my sister and I had met up with my mom in a movie
theater, I was driving home and had my car run up against safety railings
by aliens. I bet it was in Virginia, too. Stinking aliens.
That's a fair amount of weird shit, considering I only got a few hours of
sleep.
June 27, 2003
(10:56am)
Yeah, we got the HiPA. That's right.
Damn, I'm tired. I'm going to go watch me some more X-Men cartoons.
June 15, 2003
(10:36pm)
It occurred to me today why my jaw is hurting: my molars don't actually
meet on the left side. What the fuck, people?
(4:35am)
I broke my one narrow-necked Nalgene bottle today at work. This is very
sad.
All that happened was that I broke the tethery part off of the bottle cap,
but, to me, that is the main point of the Nalgene: not having to worry
where the cap is. Rats.
At least I'll (hopefully) be able to recover the Nalgene I left in Canadia
during the December trip.
June 14, 2003
(2:42am)
(Tyranny for WHO(M)?!)
I discovered tonight that Paul had left sneak-attack voicemail for me last
night, but, not only did I not hear the phone, I didn't get the voicemail
yet! Weak, man, weak.
June 12, 2003
(11:50am)
Wow, why haven't I been listening to this cd more?
(Mirah, Advisory Comittee, if you're curious)
The blazingly hot chili I made the other day mellowed out. Too bad. It was
almost as hot as that curry I made a few years ago that made me
feel...funny. IN YOUR FACE, SPACE COYOTE!
May 23, 2003
(12:45am)
Curry-flavored Pringles are so much better than you might imagine.
May 21, 2003
(12:38am)
Stupid shocky thing happened again tonight. Only notable because other
people were around. Dammit. I guess I should press the issue more next time
I go to the doctor (June or July). Weird.
May 19, 2003
(8:30pm)
MOHINGAR?
Anyway, I'm super-tired. But! Today was cool.
May 16, 2003
(2:23am)
I am happy with put-back-able hair, but I have this sneaking suspicion I
look better with short hair. Dang.
(2:03am)
This is beautiful, hold my hand.
YAY NOAH!
Also, I have chili makings (ie, ground beef and habaneros, and other stuff,
but those are the important ones). Tomorrow night, setting chili to simmer.
Woohoo!
Someone asked me a vi question today. I am not actually a vi expert, but,
so far, I am far and away the person who knows more about vi in the NOC.
Well. As far as I know. I love vi.
I broke down a week or so ago and orderd the EP with "Why I Write Such Good
Songs". I don't regret it.
March 23, 2003
(7:53pm)
One day, I will be able to ssh to onastick from home again. Rakum frakum.
March 4, 2003
(12:56am)
Ok, it's way too cold for March.
Anyway, marinating chicken I froze a long time ago in 1) italian dressing
and 2) Bill Bateman's Wing Sauce (it was a lot of chicken, for real). So, I
know what I'll be cooking tomorrow.
Also, Interpol was pretty excellent. I mean, I like all the songs on the
CD, and they played the whole CD, so, win. The show was sold out, and, even
so, I didn't want to kill anyone. Yay! I think I was too busy bouncing up
and down, and trying to see over the 7-foot-tall freaks in front of me.
I so dig the Recher, though.
March 3, 2003
(5:30pm)
Man, do I miss Suck.com's Wednesday columns.
February 25, 2003
(11:01pm)
Judy got me the book I wanted for my birthday! Yes, the VW Passat book from
Bentley. I was so happy, the book danced. Sweet!
She also got me a book of Li Young Lee's poetry, but it was one I already
had. I told her she should keep it, and I hope she reads it, because it's
awesome.
Why do I like D&B so much? Why? Why? Why?
February 20, 2003
(1:49am)
Had a delicious dinner with Mr. Jacobus at Ye Olde Royal Mile tonight.
Then, we watched The Island of Dr. Moreau. Heh. Got some good
scotch, which I am now having. I need to make it to a Thursday tasting
over at the Royal Mile.
Anyway. They plowed the street tonight. At, like, midnight. Freaky. But now
I can go to work tomorrow. Sah-weet. In a way.
Other things, but yeah.
February 19, 2003
(7:01pm)
I found either the first out of area blonde hair or my first grey hair
today. Well. Uh. First (of either) that I've noticed. Anyway.
February 16, 2003
(5:39pm)
If I'd known this was going to be a year of piles of snow, I'd've been more
diligent.
On second thought, nah.
February 15, 2003
(1:33am)
Who knows what will happen? Or what blind dogs see? I wish there was some
place I really wanted to be.
Actually, here isn't so bad.
February 7, 2003
(11:48am)
Snow. Why did it have to be snow?
Wait, no.
Dreamed about being in Seattle with someone I've never met driving me
around. We watched a movie and I spilled a soda. There were no busses at
all.
Project: breakfast starting shortly.
February 6, 2003
(11:52am)
Dreamed I was staying with a friend because I was in town for some kind of
race (motorcycle and motorized unicycle -- yeah, I don't know). The friend
I was staying with was, at times, clearly someone I know, and at other
times, my parents. But mostly the former. As the weekend went on, it
becamse apparent that all of the friend's friends hated me, to the point
where they started saying so. All of the friends were also people I know.
It's a pretty transparent dream, when it comes down to it. But there was
also this race, and, while i fell off the thing I was riding, I came across
one of the motorized unicycles, which was 1) pearlescent pink 2) shaped
like a toilet. I rode around on it for a while, but ran off the track. All
around the track were wild animals, like alligators, snakes, and lions.
At the end of the race, they were going to hand out money according to how
well people did. People who did really sucky in the race would owe money.
Heh. I was getting changed, and for some reason, race officials charged
someone who'd been hitting on me all weekend with something, and hauled
them away to the hospital. I couldn't go, because I was still not dressed,
which made all the other people hate me more. I had to walk back to my
friend's place, since I'd gotten a ride to the race, and totally missed out
on going to help.
Also, in this dream, I had an old-style Mercury Tracer, and some other kind
of car.
There was actually a lot more that happened. Freaky.
(At one point, I was shopping with some people -- this is the part that
included my folks, for some reason -- and saw some mittens with monkeys on
them. I was very excited about the monkey gloves).
Anyhow.
February 5, 2003
(12:24pm)
Had a very convoluted dream. I blame the marathon of comic book reading
yesterday. Woke up around 8, had a bagel, watched the episode of "Head of
the Class" I had TiVo record, just to see if it was as awful as I thought
it would be. It was. Went back to semi-sleep for a while. Realized that sun
+ light-colored pillowcases and bedding makes for a lot of reflecting
light. Phooey.
February 4, 2003
(4:24pm)
TWO copies of Internet Routing Architechture are on my bookshelf (not my fault). Time to check eBay.
(Or, if someone wants it, 30 bucks.)
January 26, 2003
(3:52pm)
I had a dream that Anil and I went to Chicago for some reason, and got lost
while trying to find our way out. We ran into some strangers while walking
around, and asked them to tell us how to get back to our car. It ended up
they were Canadian, and they took us to their house and cooked dinner for
us. Chicken and mashed potatoes and gravy. Anil had a bunch of magnolia
blooms that he had to take home. We packed a ton of junk into 2 backpacks.
That was pretty much it. I think I'm hungry.
January 21, 2003
(11:34pm)
A cover of "Summertime Rolls". I don't know if I'm horrified or entranced.
(8:45pm)
The broken toenail on my big toe: no longer broken. On reconsidering, I
should've pulled it off after showering, instead of before, but oh well.
January 14, 2003
(11:54pm)
I should get contacts again.
(5:04pm)
Stupid freezing.
January 9, 2003
(1:15am)
I'll show you a twist in my sobriety.
January 8, 2002
(12:21am)
I was on der patio, and called Trey on his phone to come out to check out
the cat that's been snooping around our place for a while. We ended up
taking said cat into the screened-in porch area. It's totally someone's
cat. Yo! Whoever owns this sweet kitty (it looked like a neutered male),
put a damn collar on him! Dammit.
He looks like a cross between Ratty and Runty (solid like Ratty, but Runty
size), with less brown. And is very much a sweetie.
So close to finishing this book (within 50 pages), but so wanting to go to
sleep instead. I will meet its end within 48 hours. Seriously.
Noo nee noo.
January 6, 2002
(9:42pm)
Yes, I am eating the chocolate off of these chocolate covered peanuts and
spitting out the peanut. No, it's not because there's no other chocolate in
the house or anything. There's even Canadian chocolate still.
In my grossitude. Woo!
Watched Minority Report last night. It was ok. It was, in fact, too
long. It should've only been around 2 horus long. Oh well.
(5:10am)
"Someone Something" = "Changes", by David Bowie, if I got that wrong
before.
January 5, 2003
(11:59pm)
Another thing I am a sucker for: Runty!
Why can't I find the cassette copy of Slip? Dammit.
(1:36am)
Ok, I wasn't going to do this, because I skipped so many concerts I meant
to go to this year, but what the fuck:
Top concerts/shows I actually hauled my ass to in 2002 (no particular
order):
- Kiki and Herb
Oh, so worth $25. Little drunken hearts are floating and bursting
around me. Also, I scored the K&H CD (the last one!), so awesome.
- Sleater-Kinney at the Recher (10/27/02)
EVERYTHING IS BETTER IN BALTIMORE! They rocked harder than they did in
DC, I swear.
- Black Eyes and Most Secret Method (8/3/02)
This is the first time I'd seen or heard of Black Eyes. They rocked my
world with their dedication to percussion. Also, it was apparently Most
Secret Method's last show, and they were excellent.
- Fugazi @ Fort Reno (7/1/02)
This was actually only the second time I've seen Fugazi. Still.
- Ananoaman (6/28/02)
This is really only notable for reasons besides the headlining band.
The drive, one of the openers, and more just a feeling the whole night had
for me...anyways.
- Dirt Bike Annie and One Line Drawing (6/12/02)
I'd been (sort of) recently dumped, and the combination of happy punky
stuff and one dude with an R2D2 doing percussion for him (and his cover of
"Live to Tell", my favorite Madonna song (shhh, don't tell anyone)) swelled
my bruised little heart with sass and emo.
- John Prine (5/31/02)
We didn't actually see John Prine (stupid lawn seating), but laying in
the grass listening to him after having Thai chow with Anil on a nice warm
night was pretty nice. Especially since we'd been talking about going to see
John Prine for, like, 3 years. He did "Dear Abby", and that's what I'm
talking about.
- Diastemata (1/24/02)
I think the last time I saw Diastemata. Dang. We had Indian chow
afterwards, too. What a good night!
Yep, there you go.
January 4, 2003
(1:47am)
I am a sucker for (incomplete list):
- a band with a melodica
- spoken german
- a good beer
- a band with multiple drummers
- brown eyes
- a good smirk
- bad movies that know they're bad
- road trips
January 3, 2003
(2:16am)
Drove to work today listening to some R.E.M., which brought back bad
memories. And some good ones, but mostly ones of how stupid I was in the
past (specifically, a really awful story I wrote when I was about 13 or 14,
which was just embarassing (and I actually find it now pretty offensive,
even though I remember the whole thing that sparked off the idea), and made
me wince with shame in the car). Besides that, memories of:
- painting my room
- accidentally setting the carpet on fire
- accidentally setting a stuffed animal on fire (the story behind said
stuffed animal is another bad memory, just to note)
- my sister's pink cassette player (Mojo Nixon and RHCP and Michael
Penn, among other things)
Saw some pictures at work of a coworker's 8-month-old that were almost
unbelievably cute.
Made a plan to start working on a test with said coworker. Sah-weet.
Also, I caught a definite "we're not dating anymore" vibe on NYE, but
haven't confirmed it. If I'm right, that's too bad.
January 2, 2003
(1:35am)
Had lunch with Imam, which was a very good start to the day.
Saw The Two Towers with Josh and Stacy and Judy and Tim and Mark
(Stacy's brother, who shot way up since I last saw him...which, of course,
was several years ago) today. It was ok. Went and hung out and had dinner
chez Cecil afterwards, which was nice. I miss Josh and Stacy.
New year's was ok, I bailed on the events early (and sober) to come home.
Nothing special. At the actual stroke of midnight, Trey and I were at the
Giant in Greenbelt, and that was ok, too. Completely uneventful. Which is
the way I kind of like the whole thing.
Minimal thinking about the past year. Mostly because I've been thinking
about it all along. All in all, I would have to post this as a positive
year, for many reasons.
Anyhow.
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