December 31, 2003

(2:00pm)
That certainly wasn't very smart at all.


October 14, 2003

(6:18pm)
Crazy dream, though familiar elements. Someone had a very sharp knife, and kept hold it against my skin, and as I struggled, I'd get cut. But I had this stone that I could run along the cut, and it would seal the cut. Handy! Also, dreamed that it was snowing, and that Kitty was suddenly all one (heathery brown) color.

Have been sleeping poorly. No Benedryl or melatonin last night. Stayed up late drinking Sunday night, and slept until 4 Monday afternoon. Fell asleep about 20 minutes around 6 this morning, and then was up until 11 or so. Went to the post office, and Giant, and got a BLT on a bagel. Then made more BLTs when I got home. Well. BLs when i got home.

There were more people dancing at last night's Beulah show than I possibly have ever seen at a regular show (meaning not SCOTS or All-Mighty Senators, and not Woo! girls with their arms over their heads). Wacky.


October 10, 2003

(12:27pm)
i've been assembling a list of despondant yet cheery songs. here's what i have so far:

obviously, this is pretty subjective, but i just mean songs that make one feel happy, but have lyrics that are sad, or longing, or sound disheartened. i know i'm kind of cheating with clinic, but it's my damn list, and thus my damn subjectivity. i'm taking suggestions. whether or not i use them is another matter. i'm sure something off there's nothing left to lose will make it on there, eventually; i'm weak where that album is concerned.

And Paul Mahajan's reason for not listening to any Badly Drawn Boy cds after Hour of the Bewilderbeast is cracking me up, still.


October 6, 2003

(2:35pm)
Gah, eat before going out drinking. Really. Especially if you haven't eaten all day.


September 22, 2003

(7:14am)
Is there anything better than taking a break from watching a movie with commentary to have a cigamarette at dawn while endrunkerated?

While having "Smells Like Teen Spirit" going through your head at the same time? As sung by Kiki and Herb?

In any case, it makes for an awesome Monday morning for me.

GOOD MORNING!


September 16, 2003

(9:50am)
It's time to stop giving up, and start not giving up!

C/o Bob the Angry Flower.


August 25, 2003

(10:41pm)
Two points:
1) Holy cow, I could get a free 8x10 of Terry Tate!
2) I let misanthropolgy lapse. I wonder if it will say 2003 in the information now. Phooey.

(9:38pm)
I have a bad feeling about this.

(7:17pm)
If you teach someone how to drive a standard transmission, also teach them how to do the pop-starting thing. Sakes alive.

Upshot of that recommendation is, this was not the best day ever. Also, I still hate the Metro, because it stops running at midnight, and I get off work tomorrow at midnight. CURSE YOU METRO!


August 4, 2003

(2:50am)
Eels tonight. Those bastards came out for at least 3 encores. He said he was sick. Holy crap, what if he hadn't been? I'd still be there, that's what. Ok, I wouldn't. But he might still be playing.

Open letter to Kitty:

Please consider: do I jam my head into your water dish every time I see it? No, I do not. Please to remember this when you see my glass of water.

Regards,
me.


July 29, 2003

(2:11am)
We went to Ft. Reno, but got beaten by the rain. Anil, Mike, Emily, and I ended up ditching before Dismemberment Plan went on. Josh came after us, and stayed, and I like that, in a way that I relish doing things on my own, alone. Sometimes.

That probably doesn't make much sense, but to me it does.


July 21, 2003

(11:57pm)
Ask anyone.

Eye doctor appt today. I didn't get to look like Mr. Sparkle. Contacts to be arriving for my trying pleasure probably sometime next week.

Ever since I consciously decided to not do anything to my hair until September, I can think of nothing but. Of course.


July 17, 2003

(10:51am)
Last night and the night before, I had dreams about eating broken glass.

Last night also featured vacationing with my sister, in a house where tons of cats kept getting in. In the course of trying to barricade them out, I broke some glass, and, for some reason, thought it was a great idea to put my glass-fragment-covered fingers in my mouth. Yeah, I don't know.

Then, later, after my sister and I had met up with my mom in a movie theater, I was driving home and had my car run up against safety railings by aliens. I bet it was in Virginia, too. Stinking aliens.

That's a fair amount of weird shit, considering I only got a few hours of sleep.


June 27, 2003

(10:56am)
Yeah, we got the HiPA. That's right.

Damn, I'm tired. I'm going to go watch me some more X-Men cartoons.


June 15, 2003

(10:36pm)
It occurred to me today why my jaw is hurting: my molars don't actually meet on the left side. What the fuck, people?

(4:35am)
I broke my one narrow-necked Nalgene bottle today at work. This is very sad.

All that happened was that I broke the tethery part off of the bottle cap, but, to me, that is the main point of the Nalgene: not having to worry where the cap is. Rats.

At least I'll (hopefully) be able to recover the Nalgene I left in Canadia during the December trip.


June 14, 2003

(2:42am)
(Tyranny for WHO(M)?!)

I discovered tonight that Paul had left sneak-attack voicemail for me last night, but, not only did I not hear the phone, I didn't get the voicemail yet! Weak, man, weak.


June 12, 2003

(11:50am)
Wow, why haven't I been listening to this cd more?

(Mirah, Advisory Comittee, if you're curious)

The blazingly hot chili I made the other day mellowed out. Too bad. It was almost as hot as that curry I made a few years ago that made me feel...funny. IN YOUR FACE, SPACE COYOTE!


May 23, 2003

(12:45am)
Curry-flavored Pringles are so much better than you might imagine.


May 21, 2003

(12:38am)
Stupid shocky thing happened again tonight. Only notable because other people were around. Dammit. I guess I should press the issue more next time I go to the doctor (June or July). Weird.


May 19, 2003

(8:30pm)
MOHINGAR?

Anyway, I'm super-tired. But! Today was cool.


May 16, 2003


(2:23am)
I am happy with put-back-able hair, but I have this sneaking suspicion I look better with short hair. Dang.


(2:03am)
This is beautiful, hold my hand.

YAY NOAH!

Also, I have chili makings (ie, ground beef and habaneros, and other stuff, but those are the important ones). Tomorrow night, setting chili to simmer. Woohoo!

Someone asked me a vi question today. I am not actually a vi expert, but, so far, I am far and away the person who knows more about vi in the NOC. Well. As far as I know. I love vi.

I broke down a week or so ago and orderd the EP with "Why I Write Such Good Songs". I don't regret it.


March 23, 2003

(7:53pm)
One day, I will be able to ssh to onastick from home again. Rakum frakum.


March 4, 2003

(12:56am)
Ok, it's way too cold for March.

Anyway, marinating chicken I froze a long time ago in 1) italian dressing and 2) Bill Bateman's Wing Sauce (it was a lot of chicken, for real). So, I know what I'll be cooking tomorrow.

Also, Interpol was pretty excellent. I mean, I like all the songs on the CD, and they played the whole CD, so, win. The show was sold out, and, even so, I didn't want to kill anyone. Yay! I think I was too busy bouncing up and down, and trying to see over the 7-foot-tall freaks in front of me.

I so dig the Recher, though.


March 3, 2003

(5:30pm)
Man, do I miss Suck.com's Wednesday columns.


February 25, 2003

(11:01pm)
Judy got me the book I wanted for my birthday! Yes, the VW Passat book from Bentley. I was so happy, the book danced. Sweet!

She also got me a book of Li Young Lee's poetry, but it was one I already had. I told her she should keep it, and I hope she reads it, because it's awesome.

Why do I like D&B so much? Why? Why? Why?


February 20, 2003

(1:49am)
Had a delicious dinner with Mr. Jacobus at Ye Olde Royal Mile tonight. Then, we watched The Island of Dr. Moreau. Heh. Got some good scotch, which I am now having. I need to make it to a Thursday tasting over at the Royal Mile.

Anyway. They plowed the street tonight. At, like, midnight. Freaky. But now I can go to work tomorrow. Sah-weet. In a way.

Other things, but yeah.


February 19, 2003

(7:01pm)
I found either the first out of area blonde hair or my first grey hair today. Well. Uh. First (of either) that I've noticed. Anyway.


February 16, 2003

(5:39pm)
If I'd known this was going to be a year of piles of snow, I'd've been more diligent.

On second thought, nah.


February 15, 2003

(1:33am)
Who knows what will happen? Or what blind dogs see? I wish there was some place I really wanted to be.

Actually, here isn't so bad.


February 7, 2003

(11:48am)
Snow. Why did it have to be snow?

Wait, no.

Dreamed about being in Seattle with someone I've never met driving me around. We watched a movie and I spilled a soda. There were no busses at all.

Project: breakfast starting shortly.


February 6, 2003

(11:52am)
Dreamed I was staying with a friend because I was in town for some kind of race (motorcycle and motorized unicycle -- yeah, I don't know). The friend I was staying with was, at times, clearly someone I know, and at other times, my parents. But mostly the former. As the weekend went on, it becamse apparent that all of the friend's friends hated me, to the point where they started saying so. All of the friends were also people I know.

It's a pretty transparent dream, when it comes down to it. But there was also this race, and, while i fell off the thing I was riding, I came across one of the motorized unicycles, which was 1) pearlescent pink 2) shaped like a toilet. I rode around on it for a while, but ran off the track. All around the track were wild animals, like alligators, snakes, and lions.

At the end of the race, they were going to hand out money according to how well people did. People who did really sucky in the race would owe money. Heh. I was getting changed, and for some reason, race officials charged someone who'd been hitting on me all weekend with something, and hauled them away to the hospital. I couldn't go, because I was still not dressed, which made all the other people hate me more. I had to walk back to my friend's place, since I'd gotten a ride to the race, and totally missed out on going to help.

Also, in this dream, I had an old-style Mercury Tracer, and some other kind of car.

There was actually a lot more that happened. Freaky.

(At one point, I was shopping with some people -- this is the part that included my folks, for some reason -- and saw some mittens with monkeys on them. I was very excited about the monkey gloves).

Anyhow.


February 5, 2003

(12:24pm)
Had a very convoluted dream. I blame the marathon of comic book reading yesterday. Woke up around 8, had a bagel, watched the episode of "Head of the Class" I had TiVo record, just to see if it was as awful as I thought it would be. It was. Went back to semi-sleep for a while. Realized that sun + light-colored pillowcases and bedding makes for a lot of reflecting light. Phooey.


February 4, 2003

(4:24pm)
TWO copies of Internet Routing Architechture are on my bookshelf (not my fault). Time to check eBay.

(Or, if someone wants it, 30 bucks.)


January 26, 2003

(3:52pm)
I had a dream that Anil and I went to Chicago for some reason, and got lost while trying to find our way out. We ran into some strangers while walking around, and asked them to tell us how to get back to our car. It ended up they were Canadian, and they took us to their house and cooked dinner for us. Chicken and mashed potatoes and gravy. Anil had a bunch of magnolia blooms that he had to take home. We packed a ton of junk into 2 backpacks.

That was pretty much it. I think I'm hungry.


January 21, 2003

(11:34pm)
A cover of "Summertime Rolls". I don't know if I'm horrified or entranced.

(8:45pm)
The broken toenail on my big toe: no longer broken. On reconsidering, I should've pulled it off after showering, instead of before, but oh well.


January 14, 2003

(11:54pm)
I should get contacts again.

(5:04pm)
Stupid freezing.


January 9, 2003

(1:15am)
I'll show you a twist in my sobriety.


January 8, 2002

(12:21am)
I was on der patio, and called Trey on his phone to come out to check out the cat that's been snooping around our place for a while. We ended up taking said cat into the screened-in porch area. It's totally someone's cat. Yo! Whoever owns this sweet kitty (it looked like a neutered male), put a damn collar on him! Dammit.

He looks like a cross between Ratty and Runty (solid like Ratty, but Runty size), with less brown. And is very much a sweetie.

So close to finishing this book (within 50 pages), but so wanting to go to sleep instead. I will meet its end within 48 hours. Seriously.

Noo nee noo.


January 6, 2002

(9:42pm)
Yes, I am eating the chocolate off of these chocolate covered peanuts and spitting out the peanut. No, it's not because there's no other chocolate in the house or anything. There's even Canadian chocolate still.

In my grossitude. Woo!

Watched Minority Report last night. It was ok. It was, in fact, too long. It should've only been around 2 horus long. Oh well.

(5:10am)
"Someone Something" = "Changes", by David Bowie, if I got that wrong before.


January 5, 2003

(11:59pm)
Another thing I am a sucker for: Runty!

Why can't I find the cassette copy of Slip? Dammit.

(1:36am)
Ok, I wasn't going to do this, because I skipped so many concerts I meant to go to this year, but what the fuck:
Top concerts/shows I actually hauled my ass to in 2002 (no particular order):

Yep, there you go.


January 4, 2003

(1:47am)
I am a sucker for (incomplete list):


January 3, 2003

(2:16am)
Drove to work today listening to some R.E.M., which brought back bad memories. And some good ones, but mostly ones of how stupid I was in the past (specifically, a really awful story I wrote when I was about 13 or 14, which was just embarassing (and I actually find it now pretty offensive, even though I remember the whole thing that sparked off the idea), and made me wince with shame in the car). Besides that, memories of:

Saw some pictures at work of a coworker's 8-month-old that were almost unbelievably cute.

Made a plan to start working on a test with said coworker. Sah-weet.

Also, I caught a definite "we're not dating anymore" vibe on NYE, but haven't confirmed it. If I'm right, that's too bad.


January 2, 2003

(1:35am)
Had lunch with Imam, which was a very good start to the day.

Saw The Two Towers with Josh and Stacy and Judy and Tim and Mark (Stacy's brother, who shot way up since I last saw him...which, of course, was several years ago) today. It was ok. Went and hung out and had dinner chez Cecil afterwards, which was nice. I miss Josh and Stacy.

New year's was ok, I bailed on the events early (and sober) to come home. Nothing special. At the actual stroke of midnight, Trey and I were at the Giant in Greenbelt, and that was ok, too. Completely uneventful. Which is the way I kind of like the whole thing.

Minimal thinking about the past year. Mostly because I've been thinking about it all along. All in all, I would have to post this as a positive year, for many reasons.

Anyhow.


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